Thursday, October 25, 2007
12:11 AM

Time passes
as i walk amidst the morning tides
i find myself stranded by the retreating tide
i tried to keep up
but failed
then i found myself lowly as can be when i suddenly felt my body slipping away
bit by bit it felt as though i was getting sucked into the sand
become part it.
the next thing i knew i found myself
in a pool of water left behind by the abandoning sea
a pool so small yet so big.
a pool which i will never wanna leave
for it is now my refuge from
the home that left me.
i love my new home.
it's really comfy.
though ppl are always watching me
some laughin at me.
some pitying me
some just wondering what the hell i'm doing here.
some just think i've been left behind
but as the tide comes in and out
i remain here
i feel safe here.
i don't want to go back to the ocean
where violence is all around
where every second someone is being slaughtered
by another.
it's scary
i've been running for years
trying not be slaughtered
and now i finally found my place
which came at a cost of a near death experience
i glad i had that experience
i glad i stepped out of that ocean
which i thought was my comfort zone
it's scary i tell u
but look what i found.
new friends from around the world
whom i bring joy to.
and a whole new aspect of life.
i wanna stay in this pool
till the day comes when the tide is strong
and the ocean calls me back..


written, poetic_tragedy

soul

Nama :- Antaeus
Sekolah:- Whitley Sec, Ite Dover
Likes:Floorball,Amplify,Stones,St.Anthony Church, S A Y!,Rugby,The Outdoors Blading, Chilling, Bullshitting, Bassing and all my dear guits And with the love of Music i found life. Dislikes: I don't know. I hate Boredom though i'm 75 percent of the time bored to shit.Yup. oh and i hate ppl who act freaking pityful and like all u know shit ass people who are trying sooo soo hard to pull ya strings but are freaking pissing ya off? yeah THEM! those ones. haha

bitter past

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
March 2008
May 2008
September 2008
January 2009
March 2009
December 2009

them

Amanda
Avlyn
Bernerd
Charles
Charmaine
Cherie
Christie
Desiree
Dora
Jasmine
Jeremy
Jill
Joscelyn
Larris
Laurie
Lexine
Melissa
Michelle
Nat
NiNi
Roseria
Shabin
SheILA
Sheryl
Stefanie
Vanessa
Xing

Life

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Heart Calls


The Greatest Man Ever Wrote this: "In Life There only once chance to see Heaven And that happens only when u finally Respect yourself as Yourself; Thus Changing your Surroundings to HEAVEN itself" So Listen Up You're Beautiful!Live Life to the Fullest

gratitude

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